My Life, Love and Beautiful Poetry...

Good Bye Ex. ****** Thought a life without you was possible Hell, thought it was a runway to freedom How much wrong could I be. You the best thing that has ever happened to me. Those gentle hands Caressing every fibre of my being You cared more than I could ever muster Always felt you were too good for me I still feel same Every time I stare into those eyes I dreaded the day I would loose you But Fear has a funny way of coming to life Eating into one's subconscious And bringing out our deepest secrets into existence Getting over you has being the hardest task in my life And I have been through so many The heart is filled of deep pits Capable of burying feelings without a trace But this heart has become shallow Memories flowing to the surface Exposing the weakness that lies within I lost you without a fight I let you go without a struggle A decision I have come to regret every passing moment But you happy now At least you seem so I refuse t...

Regret.  Welcome to My Life, Love and Beautiful Poetry. ****** Everyday i wake up Stare at the mirror And convince myself Never to love again The trauma of one's heart Shattering into a million pieces Is a burden no one should bear. The silent screams of pain Piercing into the very core of my soul Making me bleed profusely Has blackened my heart Thickened my emotions And made me hostile to feelings Not proud of what I have become But you made me so How could you? I loved you deeply I gave up the world for you You were all I cared about Your happiness was my daily job And one I never planned of quitting I guess that wasn't enough Years passed And many more I had planned out Just to be with you Stay by your side Cuddle with you night and day And never leave you wanting But you just couldn't wait. Was I too kind? Was I too romantic and cheesy? Did my affections for you make you sick? Don't you dare answer You have done mu...